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So it's been awhile

2010-12-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

The Journal ;

Yea. it's definitely been awhile. Year 13 has been like, i can't say a living hell cause it hasn't been THAT bad, but oh, it's been so hectic. Topic tests here and there, emotional roller coaster going up and down. Yes, i am experiencing life.

And soon, 2010 is coming to an end, and I have to say 2010 was/is one hell of a year. New school, boarding house, new friends, new challenges, new problems. I got a lot out of 2010. A LOT. It was a great year.

And I say this after every year. I say the latest one was an awesome one, and that it's been the best one, cause let's face it, there is no best year. Well, for me there isn't. After 2008, I thought it was a pretty good year. After 2009, I thought it was a pretty good year. Now, after 2010, I'm gonna say it was a pretty good year. Pretty awesome year. And I wanna say I'm looking forward to 2011, but it friggin scares me. Even the thought of next year. *shudders* But I'll be thinking at the end of 2011, that it was an awesome year. Every minute I am alive, nay, every second I am alive, I am happy (:

So yes, I have nothing to complain about, nothing to regret. Of course, I definitely have worries, and issues, and who doesn't right? But most of em are basically about me being self-conscious and yea, most of em are about me beating myself up. Oh well. I'm only 17, cut me some slack. I keep thinking I'm allowed to get away with stuff, cause I'm still 17. Like, make up, or dyeing my hair an outrageous colour, going out partying, making stupid mistakes. Cause, in my opinion, when you're about 20-30, you have "responsibilities". Mehehehehehehehe.

This is just me doing my usual rants. Because I feel like it. Because I haven't been so good. Because I feel like it. But because life is so awesome, and that I love living life the way I live life, and that I wouldn't have it any other way, I remain optimistic every single day. And I suggest you do the same, cause life is too short. 100 years? Not long enough. And you never know when you'll die. I keep living life thinking, crap, what if I die tomorrow? You never know, I could die tomorrow. *God, please don't let me die tomorrow*

But if I did, i wouldn't be too sad about it. I'm happy with what I've got, and sure I haven't gotten a lot. But I have no regrets. Sure, I'll be so much more happy living life longer, but if God wants it, then God wants it. And I'm basically living now, cause God wants it, so yea. I'm living :)

So I initially thought this was gonna be a super short post, saying hi, and bye, but i guess the emotional, ranting part of my brain took over. Anyways, I'm gonna leave you with this, and till I get back, I bid you farewell.

And if I don't get there in time, Happy Christmas and Merry New Year. Or was it the other way round?

Ciao hombres.

‎"At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared, some are coming home, some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes all you need is 1." - Peyton Sawyer, OTH. ♥

What wasn't / should be / will be in my school bag?

2010-08-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

GET READY FOR A SUPER LONG POST.

So I was asked to do this blog post for a certain someone *cough* *cough* and I wanted to do a video on it as well cause I'm just so bored, stuck at home this summer and school in gonna reopen in 2 weeks WOAH.

I don't have the school bag I'll be using when school starts, but I have a feeling I'll be changing my school bags regularly, just cause I'm the type of person who is indecisive and I love change, sort of, so it's okay, I can use other bags in the mean time.

So anyways, I was using a back pack and it's so pretty and I love it, and I'm pretty sure a lot of people thought I was a freak because my backpack was so so so bright and colourful. It's a backpack from Dickies.

The other day, Megan and Nerissa came over and I remember liking Megan's handbag so much, and she showed me a facebook online shopping profile with a bag there and I really liked it, so I ordered it, and it's gonna arrive in around Mid - September wooo!

Ain't it purty? It has studs on them... STUDS.

So okay, I was getting really excited for school, and I was really really really bored one afternoon (I think it was mid July) and I remembered a few months back (or a few years back?) that people did a "What's in my purse" or "What's in my school bag" video. I searched that and I found some amazing videos here, here, here, here and here. There are some recent ones as well there, cause when i subscribed, they made new ones hehee.

They really helped cause I was the type of girl to forget all her stuff for school, and I would be the one who was borrowing other people's stuff (yes, annoying much), so I decided to be a little more organized and I started watching all these videos and actually wrote a list of things I have to bring to school, just cause I'm the person to forget a LOT of things, especially the things I have to bring to school EVERYDAY. essentials.

First of, you have all the textbooks and binders and folders and blah blah which are important because duh, you're going to school. Study stuff.

Study stuff ;

Textbooks
Folders
Exercise books / testpad
Pencil Case
Study Planner

I've just got these books and wrapped them up and I love them cause they are soooo pretty <3

After wrapping them, I thought to myself, what if they don't allow you to wrap your books? :O Because after that, I realised that not a lot of people wrap their books, specially not in these kind of wrapping paper. Oh well.

Then I have these pocket folders which I made myself (Note ; Yes, I'll be doing a video about it soon)

AREN'T THEY AMAZING!? And they also match my textbooks, so I know which folder is for which subject, cause you know, you only have 5 mins to get your stuff from the lockers, and it's easier to differentiate like this :) Oh and these are not permanent, as in my notes won't be in here forever, every week I'll clean out these folders and put the notes into bigger files with proper dividers (Who wants to bring those to school?)

Then you have exercise books / testpads (foolscap paper) which is either up to you, or up to your teachers, but I guess nowadays people use test pads a lot, because it's easier to hand in your exercises and notes and homework that way?

And my pencil case which has...

pencil, pens (coloured, blue, black) , pencil lead (no where to be found), eraser, stapler, glue, post its, tags, binder clips, blanco (tipex/white out), calculator, highlighters and a ruler. Phuh. Did I miss out anything? staples. (not in the picture cause I forgot =.=)

And my study planner which is really really really useful, especially when you have a lot of homework and your forgetful (like me) and you won't remember everything (50% of the time, you won't and yes, I made that statistic up) and what I do is I highlight the homework that needs to be done and i put EXTRA highlights at the side if it REALLY needs to be done, and there's a tick at the side to tick it :D and since my highlighters are erasable, i erase them afterwards, which is liberating, really.

SO all that study stuff aside, I still have

sanitary bag
phone, iPod
a "things to do" book
water bottle
body mist (which i might just keep in the locker)
deodorant (for P.E. days)
tissue
hand sanitizer
glasses
MINT
keys
a book for reading
wallet
Hair clip
camera

The sanitary bag, is where I put all the stuff I need to keep myself.... sanitary? Hence the name. So what it is, is just a small little pouch where I put..

lip balm (cause I bite my lips), contact lens case & solution (cause sometimes my contact lens will just give up on me), dental floss (you don't know when it'll happen), menstrual panadol (you never know), blotting paper (my face gets oily all the time), sanitary pad *cough cough*(not in the picture), hair bands, plaster(not in the picture), mirror (which i am still trying to find), comfort drops & small hair brush ( both not in the pic cause I forgot =.=)

The phone is because, well, duh, you kinda want your phone around with you, iPod cause I sometimes stay in the library after school to do my homework because I know I won't do it back at the Boarding House (too many distractions) and it can get noisy SOMETIMES, specially after school and I kinda need music to study / do work.

The "things to do" book is pretty much self-explanatory. It's a book where I right down the things I have to do, the events that are happening, the money that I owe people (this happens all the time) and so on and so forth. It's just to get me organized and be less forgetful (I swear, it's a disease that I have)

Water bottle ; cause it's good to be hydrated (we have water fountains around school so it's okay if you run out :D )

Body mist / deodorant ; because B.O. is a definite no no.

Tissue ; This isn't in my sanitary bag, because when I sneeze, or have something up my nose, I'd rather reach for it straightaway than having to reach for my sanitary bag and then have everything else spilling out. Same reason for my hand sanitizer.

Glasses ; for when my contact lens fail me. (I forgot where the casing of the huge glasses are)

Mint ; because I have bad breath.

Keys ; to my room cupboard and locker.

A book for reading ; because I don't want my mind to rot and I wanna start getting back into reading again. Current book ; the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom

Wallet ; for when I need to buy something at the school shop. and when someone / something needs money and I.D.

Hair Clip ; When I need to clip my hair.

Camera ; to document the moments :)

SO that's all. As you can see, I don't bring make up with me, cause I don't really use make up everyday, only when I feel like it, and even then, it won't be as heavy and as obvious that I need to touch up every so often. :)

I hope you guys find this helpful and what this shows you is that I'm bored, I'm very forgetful and

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL WEEEE.

Ciao, hombre.

(I swear, this blog post took about 2-3 hours to do ._.)

HELLO

2010-08-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

The Journal ;

So i'm back and yes, i know it's been a very long time since i've blogged.

So the SSB surgical attachment was AMAZING. I think the first day was the awesomest. And i can't be bothered to actually type it all out here, so I'm just gonna leave you with these pictures from daily booth kay? :)

Day 1 of clinical attachment ; (Monday, 2nd August)
http://dailybooth.com/joyce996/6820185

Day 2 of clinical attachment ; (Tuesday, 3rd August)
http://dailybooth.com/joyce996/6849459

Day 3 of clinical attachment ; (Wednesday, 4th August)
http://dailybooth.com/joyce996/6885841

Day 4 of clinical attachment ; (Thursday, 5th August)
http://dailybooth.com/joyce996/6916102

Day 5 of clinical attachment ; (Friday, 6th August)
http://dailybooth.com/joyce996/6947143

Final Day of clinical attachment ; (Saturday, 7th August)
http://dailybooth.com/joyce996/6972000

So that's basically it, and the Movie Marathon that Saturday night was awesome, we watched.... The Sorcerer's Apprentice, then we watched Nine Temples or something like that. Nine Temples was a bit boring though and quite complicated but it was okay. And Marcus's party the next day was fun, We bought him a whole lot of stuff including condoms (AHEM, 18, legal), boxers, diapers (for 18 months old), cute spongebob erasers, toothpaste, huge pen, and a "Upin and Ipin" stationery set.

After that, I kinda just lazed around at home. Went swimming with Megan and Nerissa the other day (I think that was either last week or the week before? no no, last week :D ), had kaizen sushi saturday night, hmmm not much happened OH WELL.

and let's not forget...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHARON!

we baked brownies and surprised her at her place, then ate sushi and talked for about an hour, it was fun :) We mainly talked about JIS, which kinda made me more excited to get back to school, but i bet once it starts, I'll be moaning and groaning, counting the days till the next holiday arrives.

And I wanted to go to KK with the confirmandees on the second week of September, and seeing as they kinda need more people to facilitate, I wanted to join so badly, but it was the second week of the start of school so Mum said no :( SIGH.

And I'm planning on going on a diet (I know I've said this a lot but yea), kind of an experimental one to see if i can lose the tummy or not, it's gonna be a water / exercise diet. So my dad's recently bought a treadmill and I will try my best to run on it everyday, and exercise everyday (I'm playing squash tomorrow :D ) and it's 3 meals a day, small snacks in between are okay but not encouraged. If I get hungry, I'll drink water :) Like, seriouuuzzzly. I'm gonna try my hardest with this HEHEE.

And I'm vowing not to swear anymore. It's not healthy for anyone. So yea. :)

And I've started making Pocket Folders. :) Gonna make a tutorial on it soon :D

Oh well, here's a super long post, I'll try blogging everyday so it won't be this annoying to read :P

Till then,
Sayonara, Samurais and Geishas :)

oxoxo

CLINICAL ATTACHMENT IN KB.

2010-08-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

OHMAIGAD.

Clinical attachment is going AWESOME in kb.

I can't update on everything now.

Well, basically cause i can't be bothered.

So i'll update soon, maybe tomorrow night.

HOKAY GOODNIGHT :)

future joyce, check out your dailyblog for your updates :)

Clincal Attachment yo

2010-07-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

So what's up.

It's thursday, which means I've already had 4 days of my clinical attachment. Tomorrow's my last day at panaga. Kinda happy about it :D

So on monday, I was the only one new on the job :( So they showed only me around, which was okay, I saw all the different departments, but yea, I was alone :( So it was a bit boring, but later on in the day, I was in X-ray and Ultrasound department. I first saw a little girl, she was having an xray of her ankle, then i saw another woman, two actually, not at the same time but yea, they were having xrays of their back and neck taken, then one of a boy's hand. Yea wasn't so bad. I got to see ultrasounds as well! The first one was about 6 weeks old, not that big but you could see it, then I saw one which was 14 weeks old and it was awesome. Like, you cannot imagine how I felt. Haha. It was like you were in the movies, but this was in real life. WOAH. Then after that, I was in the outpatients clinic which wasn't too bad, but there was an hour where there weren't any patients coming in, so it was....awkward. Me and the doctor talked though so it was okay.

Then on tuesday, I was at the physiotherapy department which wasn't much, cause I only saw three patients and basically they were either having heated plates on their backs or electric plates, then being massaged. So I didn't really get to see hard core physiotherapy, intense leg recovery sessions or whatever, but it was okay :D Then later on, I was at the dental department and one of the dentist kept on asking me questions and blah blah, mostly just talked, then after that I waited there for about half an hour? Till finally a lady dentist invited me to come into her room and see surgery :) A woman was getting her tooth extracted, so yea, it was quite gruesome but it was cool :D I got to see stitches being put in. The patient even asked to hold her hand, so I didn't feel completely useless that day. Then after lunch, I was in ante-natal care, where me and the doctor saw a couple of pregnant women. He made me find the top of the uterus, which I could do, but then he asked me to find the baby's head. That was harder, but it was aweeeesome. Touching a baby in someone's womb? Bouncing their heads between your hands? Call me crazy but I found it cool :D

Wednesday, I spent the whole day in the labs. I didn't exactly find it super duper fun, cause I didn't hang out with any patients. The only time there was interactions was when I was observing the guy taking blood samples. But it was okay. I saw other cool things like in microbiology, how they check out the swabs and urine and blah blah. And in Haemotology where all the blood samples were taken in for blood count. SO it was alright :)

Today, I spent half of my day in the lab and after lunch I was in the minor operating theatre. In the lab, didn't do much. Saw how they determined the blood type and how they checked for antibodies and other tests which was cool. And then i had my blood taken for experiments :D So turns out my protein level is low, which means that I have to start eating more meat. :S So then after that, I was in the MOT where I saw a contraceptive called "Implanon" being taken out and put back in to the patients' arms. Not at the same time though, but yea. It's basically a plastic tube which gives out progesterone so that you won't ovulate and hence, not get pregnant. It was nice, the closest I got to surgery so I found it cool. It seemed sooooo painful though. Not exactly the putting in and taking out, but when the patient was injected with anesthetics, BRRR. The pain. Then I saw an IUCD inserted into a lady's cervix. It was the first time I've ever seen a vajayjay up close man. WOAH. Up till today, I never really actually for certain knew how it looked like. (Yes, I'm a girl, I'm not a dude, I just don't look at myself like that, looking...down there). So yea. They had to stretch it. :S

Tomorrow i'll be in the warts clinic. Some hard core crap there. HAHAHAHAHA. And I'll be getting mine removed anyways, so hopefully, yea I'll learn something. But it's easy. There's liquid nitrogen and scraping it off. Pfft. hahaa then in the afternoon i'll be in the outpatients clinic, then i'll be DONE. FOR THE WEEEEK. WOOOO.

This week passed by pretty fast ae. Then next week I'll be in kb, in the surgical department, so i totally can't wait for that, but I'm kinda sad, cause i wanna get this clinical attachment over and done with :( So anyways, yea that's pretty much it.

OH kB SSB is having a Breastfeeding day on Sunday, you guys should totally come and support the event. There'll be games and competitions i think. I'm not entirely sure, but i'll be one of the volunteers. SO come by and support breast feeding :)

okay?

KthanksBAI <3

Mmhmm.

2010-07-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

So I have a major crush on Puck in Glee, and his badassness and his ability to sing and play the guitar.

RAWR.

And I have a sore throat, which doesn't exactly get better cause I keep singing.

And I went out with Nerissa and Albert to Villa Mauri, which was kinda okay, i guess, the food. The place is nice though, but the background music is a bit weird. Imagine yourself eating lasagna, with a guy singing opera music. Not exactly your ideal meal.

Then sharon met us, and then we went to nanyang, then to excapade, and then Megan joined us. We basically had two meals in the span of three hours. Awesome? My tummy says no.

But all in all, I had a great time with them, <3

And that's all folks.

Well, I'm going home, down hearted and hoping I'm close to some new beginning. I know there's a reason for everything that comes and goes. But so many people are looking to me to be strong and to fight, but I'm just surviving. And I may be weak but I'm never defeated and I'll keep believing in clouds with that sweet silver lining. And most days, I try my best to put on a brave face but inside, my bones are cold and my heart breaks. But all the while, something's keeping me safe and alive. And I won't give up like this. I will be given strength. Now that I've found it, nothing can take that away.

it's one in the morning

2010-07-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

It's one a.m. and I can't sleep.

I feel sick, i feel like puking.

I feel so dehydrated but I'm too scared to go down in the dark, alone.

It's one a.m. and I can't sleep.

Words pop into my head in the form of tiny whispers that I just can't seem to get out.

I think too much, but I'm not thinking at all.

Tears come out of my eyes, but I'm not crying at all.

I should feel hurt and sadness, but I feel nothing.

Is it be better to feel nothing than to feel hurt?

Why bother when in the end, you'll hurt again?

I've been hurt so many times, it's useless to feel something.

I've got so much to say, but I can never really say what I want, when I want to.

I'm numb.

Sometimes, I see certain people's faces, and I want to slap them.

Sometimes, I want to hurt them like how they've hurt me.

But there's no point, because they'll never learn.

And I should feel sadness when I see them, but I don't feel anything.

And I think I don't feel anything, but then I think, maybe this is sadness.

I want to scream in their faces, asking them why they've done this.

But I'll never really do that.

Sometimes, I read / see / hear / watch everything lovey-dovey, and I feel nothing.

I don't go "aww", I don't go "I wish I was her".

I want to go out there. I want to feel alive. I want to feel what being in love feels like.

But I don't want to.

I feel nothing.

This is the person I have become.

I've never experienced love.

I have yet to believe in LOVE.

I'm alone.

It's one a.m. and I have no one.

All I have is Me. And even Me is screwed up.

But I've learnt to live with Me.

Cause Me's all I've got.

Peyton Sawyer

2010-07-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

So, i'm talking about Peyton Sawyer, the fictional character in One Tree Hill. We aren't exactly alike, but close. I didn't lose two mothers, I wasn't adopted, but how she loves music and art, how she dresses up, he she thinks and acts and feels. Yea, i guess. She's my most favourite character out of all the others in OTH.

Took a quiz on facebook and this is what it said about Peyton Sawyer.

"You are artsy and very shy, you keep to yourself generally and keep your heart guarded because of past hurts. You don't trust easily, but when you let your guard down you are extremely kind and have lots of love to give. You try to be perfect even though you know you can't be and you always let your opinions be heard whether others like it or not. You don't often care what people think of you."

We have that in common. I think. Maybe.

Definitely true.

Yea, i like this ending.

Okay, back to reality.

NEW VIDEYOOOOO

2010-07-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

YO WADDUP.

So I was quite bored at home.

And I was wanting to make Sea Salt Ice Cream from Kingdom Hearts..

But I didn't have any heavy whipped cream, or blue and green colouring.

So instead I made this. :)

Enjoy :D

Waddup.

2010-07-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

HURRROOOOO.

So I'm back! I missed blogger. :(

You know what I missed?

I missed being able to do this, this, this, this, and this!

And I missed being able to put colours in my post. I need colours in my life!

Tumblr's great and all, for reblogging and following but I got tired of the same people appearing in my dashboard everyday. And I've been really lazy and not blogging lately. This summer, I will blog. :D (I always say this, and I never stick to my word, I always end up leaving this blog to rot for a month.)

But I won't do that! :D I'll stick to the layout, yes I will. Muahaha. Why? Because it is a carefully devised and planned out layout (no pun intended) :) If you don't know what the layout is, check out the side bar.

Baby, I don't wanna waste another dayy~ I'm INCONSOLABLE.

So here's my tumblr account, the little tid bits i reblog or blog for your liking (or possibly not, idk, I'm not exactly here for your entertainment.. okay I am... I'll shut up)

I've decided that I might not apply to Oxford anymore. Can't deal with the pressure of writing the personal statement. I don't like thinking about the future, especially when it's about me going to UK cause I always had a feeling I'll be staying here in Brunei, but i could be wrong.

Maybe the MOE will start giving scholarship to students for an undergraduate degree in Medicine.
Maybe not.

Maybe I'll apply for the Japanese government scholarship for medicine and learn 2 years of intense Japanese.
Maybe not.

I'm not exactly sure of what I'll be doing. One of my options is to teach in St. Johns as a Maths teacher, or maybe an english teacher but I'm leaning towards the Maths teacher. Maybe I'll go to UBD straightaway and not waste a year of my life.

Okay I'm just freaking myself out.

And now I've only just remembered that I have to finish my Maths coursework throughout the summer. Grr.

And I'm kind of dreading my clinical attachment in Panaga and KB, because to be honest, I'd rather stay at home or go out with my friends. But it's only two weeks. But still.

So I'm rambling in this post.

Uhh... main point of the post is..

I'M BACK :)

Okaybai. <3

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Day 1 of.. Travelling blog?

2009-12-06T22:46:00.004+08:00

Ohkay, after so long, i am finally blogging. HAHAHA i've been tumblr-ing, yes i have. just rebloggin little tid bits which i find fascinating or meaningful. But i guess now it's time to get down to business huh?

Anyways, i'm in the Emirates Lounge now, relaxing on a oh-so-comfortable sofa, waiting for 12 am to arrive. After a day of walking around, it feels good to finally kick back and relax. Gotta shower soon though cause i feel terribly eeky. The WHOLE day i couldn't find any hot spots, so you could tell i was DYING on the inside cause i couldn't tweet or update anyone about my journey. So after i tweeted the first tweet, i had a sense of relief. HAHA don't get me wrong, i can last a day or two without tweeting. But yea, oh well!

So i'm oddly happy now, cause I am definitely satisfied with what I bought today, despite the aching feet. When i arrived in Singapore, I was wondering "Oh thank god our flight is only at 1 am, I can do SOO much shopping!" Oh boy was i wrong. Who would've thought that business at the airport took till 4 or 5 pm. After that, we ventured off to the city. I was pretty bored with Singapore cause it looked the same to me but I stand corrected. As we got nearer and nearer to Orchard Road, road decorations started to build up and before I knew it, I was in the festive road, with stars, different-but-equally-eye-catching christmas trees, reindeers, everything about Christmas. Finally getting into the Christmas mood. We arrived at Taka Jewelery where mum took her ring for re-adjusment or something like that.

After Taka, we walked over to Centrepoint and my legs were honestly KILLING me already at that point. I forgot what we bought at Centrepoint though. Errr.. OH okay. hahaha I had to ask my brothers. We went to Bossini and we spent about an hour there. Just Bossini alone cost us an hour of our precious time. We bought a lot of clothes there anyways, so I'm not complaining :D

After our little shopping spree at Bossini, we dragged ourselves to OG. I say dragged cause all of us were complaining about our aching feet. Well mostly me and my brothers. Mum was on a ROLL. We arrived at OG, and split up into two groups. Mum and Jared, and Jeremy and I. Jeremy went off to see shoes at first while me and mum were looking for someone's birthday present but alas, we couldn't find what we wanted. So we decided to buy it later on instead. Jared and mum headed to the Toy department two floors up, so i went off to find Jeremy. Waited for him to get his shoes, but then saw school bags then decided to pick one for next year. Jeremy suddenly showed me this weird bag that look like colours was puked on it. But after a few seconds, I was like, eh that bag isn't really bad. After 5 minutes, i realised that bag HAD to be mine. So i bought it and then we walked around looking like homeless children.

We came to the Converse department where my brother got a wallet and then showed me a pair of shoes which looked AWESOME. it had hearts on it and it was pretty and i don't know how to explain it but i knew i instantly fell in love with it cause everytime i tried to get away from it, i found myself going back to look at it. HAHAHA. i am NOT joking. And in the process, i went to my brother who was getting a wallet and i found a really nice pencil case. I guess I went a little bit crazy today. I bought a pair of converse shoes and a converse pencil case :D

Okay after that uhhmm, went up to find mum, she spent AGES. Then we had to stuff all our things inside a newly bought luggage which was ridiculously funny cause we did it INSIDE the mall. It wasn't a problem cause nobody there knew me anyways so HEY i don't get any liablities or humiliation. Then we took a taxi to the airport. By this time, it started getting dark. Which meant that the roads started to light up. AND when i thought it was pretty before, I was surely mistaken cause they were AMAZING at night. Went to the airport, got some groceries and chocolates and shit, bought ANOTHER luggage, stuffed all our things in it (so funny), went to check in, then to perfume and cosmetics where I BOUGHT JUICY COUTURE PERFUME!! First time, bebeh!! And yea I was pretty damn satisfied by that time. It's my christmas present, according to mum. SO i'm happy :) Not saying that i won't be happy if i didn't buy it, but wouldn't hurt to be happier :D

Walked around, went to the pork shop, Mum bought I-have-no-idea-what, then literally sped our way to the Lounge cause we were SO tired by then. Jared was even lagging behind cause his feet was hurting soooo bad!!! We couldn't be any more happier when we finally got here, and the first thing i did when i sat down was take out my laptop so you guys should feel honoured. Haha. Reason i'm bloggin cause this story wouldn't fit into my tweets so yea. Easier this way, ae?

Bah i gotta go shower cause we gotta leave by 12.30 i think? It's only 11.15 though. Hmm *looks at buffet table* >:)

Ciao, friends! i love you guys and pray for a safe journey for me! Till i reach Dubai,
Joyce ; burnt chicken feet.

the beauty is in the attempt

2009-09-10T23:03:00.005+08:00

OOOOOOOOKAY. time for those OVER OVER OVER due pics i've been meaning to post up since.. like.. forever? (ok, i know i totally sounded bimbo-ish there, but it really felt like forever.) Should this post be under blog or journal? ....blog :D

Oh, get ready for a long chain of a bunch of photos, i'm not joking here. WARNING ; SUPER LONG POST!

The Blog ;

First of all, CONTACT LENSES!!! The colour was labelled as Pure Hazel, and it really is, until i take pictures with the camera flash on which just makes it look green, but eh, you don't see me complaining :)

So the first time i put it on, last saturday (was trying it out) , it honestly took me about 30 minutes just to get it in. I tried doing my left eye first, and when it was finally in, i blinked hard, and it was gone. I was freaking out! "HOLY ASHFKHJSPAFH" was in my head. Then i moved my eyeball and saw it went up into under my eyelid, i don't know i can't explain. I can only describe it by saying that it was not at the place where it should be, full stop.

Then i was so worried cause no one explained to me that when it's first time, the contact lenses tend to move on its own, or moves very slowly when your pupils move. SO, when i was moving my eyes here and there, a lot of blurry-ness was experienced, since they move really slowly and blurr the side visions, and i was thinking, "What the hell? If it's like this all the time, why do people like wearing em so much?!" but then i was reassured by people that it was like that and took awhile to adjust to your eyes. Uptil now, they still move around a bit, but it's less excrutiating than before, and i've only worn it for about 4 times. Yah, i know. OKAY picture time!
Then ON TO SCRAPJOURNALING!

So here are some of the pages in my Scrapjournal, some are my favourites, some are just nights where i needed to blurt out something. As much as i would like to post all of em, i couldn't cause it would take too long and you guys would be bored to death, so i just picked out nice and meaningful ones, showing variations.

(Top ; Front Cover. Bottom ; Back Cover)

See it looks so different compared to the older picture right? As i said, the older picture looked too clean, too.. virgin. :D

Feel free to click to enlarge to read some of the stuff. I still have to post things in it, overdue posts since two weeks ago, but i keep forgetting. Will do it tonight, will do it tonight. Enjoy them pics. Will post new ones when i make em. The last one was more recent, done on sunday, but mind you, not the most recent one. The most recent one is, well, private. :)

(By the way, if you guys are wondering what the hell my scrapjournal is, it's like a journal, obviously, with tons of thigns stuck into it, like a scrapbook, but not as pretty as a scrapbook, cause i lack of skill prettyfying things, but make up for it by having creativity in making trash. and so it's just comprised of, what used to be, daily entries of writings, glueing in stuff laying around, stuff that was linked to my day, stuff that i just wanted to put in, any kinda stuff i could find. Thus the word, scrapjournal. :D Oh and "scrap" came from the itsy bitsy stuff that i stuck in it. May not be eye candy to you guys, but nyeh.)

The Journal ;

Anyways, sorry my scrapjournal pictures dominated the whole post, and sorry you all had to scroll down so many times (i'm only guessing). Today was the last day of exams WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. so it's a few day of rest for me, and then time for revision and exercise. I'm greatly determined to understand Bio, Chem, Physics, and A Maths by the time O levels are here , or even by the time school reopens, and greatly GREATLY determined to have a great body (with no flabs, honestly) by prom time, or by wedding time next year, or even by the time i go to JIS. Main point ; I NEED A FLAT STOMACH BY NOVEMBER. Sigh, work hard Joyce, it'll all be worth it.

Okay, so this post is pretty long, i'm gonna leave you with my Au Revoir and see you guys soon. Joyce ; Determined.

My idea of Heaven

2009-09-09T17:09:00.004+08:00

The Journal ;

AND I'M BACK EVERYONE! HO YEA. Don't get me wrong though, exams aren't over just yet. They're done tomorrow, but hey, it's English 2. So I'm treating it as if it's done :D

I wanna get my PSP back from Firdaus. Poor boy had to borrow it when he was admitted in the hospital for not one, but two weeks! Well, at least i think it was that long, could've been longer. I think he's better now. yea, bless that boy. Anyhoos, So what have i been up to recently? Honestly, when was the last time i blogged? Urh, last month was it? *checks*

Oh ok, August 3rd. More than a month back! Haha. Since then, i've been... slacking around, doing last minute cramming sessions for Q.E.s, been hearing new songs and loving them, been band practising for Life Nite which, might i add, was extremely successful, been procrastinating in writing in my Scrapjournal again, i know! I could have a PhD in Procrastination 101. Hmm, what else? Oh i should prolly post up pictures of my ScrapJournal now. that other one, the picture down there is SO outdated. it looks so empty, so CLEAN *-*

Okay, i'll save one post for my Scrapjournal. NEXT.

New Songs I've been listening to for over the past five weeks :-

Falling For You - Colbie Caillat
Catch Me - Demi Lovato
Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato
Fences - Paramore
White Blank Page - Mumfor and Sons (today)
My Idea of Heaven - Leigh Nash

There's more actually, i just can't think now. As always anyways. Leigh Nash? Sound familiar? If you're hearing this name for the first time like I was about an hour ago, then i tell you now, she's the vocals, the girl from that band "Sixpence None The Richer". Still don't know? She's the girl who sang "Kiss Me" and "There She Goes". Get it? No? Go google it man.

I'M IN LOVE WITH HER SONG. Although it released about 3 years ago, i just heard it. i just found out that there is no more Sixpence None The Richer. Ah such a waste though. They were really good. :(

I'm gonna have sushi laterrrrrr.

OH AND i've been meaning to cut mah huuurrr!!!! yaa it's a bit too boring now, i guess cause i'm used to it. And if you're thinking, "NO! Joyce is gonna cut her hair short AGAIN?!" my answer is No. I'm gonna strictly tell helen to leave my back hair alone, and just work with the front part. A-huh, i need a new style maaayn. My hair, like i said, has been too plain and.. boring.

So i might cut it like Jenny's hair from Season 2? (i'm talking about Gossip Girl.) Just the front part though.

And it'll be nice cause for my cousin's wedding, i could curl it and hopefully it'll look like this. :D

Hmm, still thinking. i have until Saturday! Do post comments. Don't tag, tagging is for throwing a "Hello" at me.

See ya, technology freaks. Joyce ; melted.

no more

2009-08-03T19:44:00.001+08:00

The Journal ;

I shall stop blogging, till after O levels. Or maybe during the weekends or Septembers. If not,

till i see you in november, peeps. ;)

The Feeling ;

I feel like i've been sniffing on Peppers, with WEED. damn haze. =.=

Love,
Joyce. :)

HO MY GOSH!

2009-07-31T16:14:00.003+08:00

OK ok ok! i know it's been awhile, and i'm sorry for that. :D

and sorry but this is gonna be a short post :)

The Journal ;

So i'm thinking of getting a new blog layout. this anchor thing makes me look like a fuhreaking sailor. and yea. HMM. still thinking though. I can be pretty indecisive. :D and the way i see it, JIS = new start while SMSA = person i really don't wanna see, which makes JIS the better option. hmm? Oh and i'm using tweeeeetdeck. It doesn't show your profile, or your tweets, or what the replies are to, and worst of all, NO BACKGROUND PICTURE! T.T

The Feelings ;

Colourful. Random. Tired. Bored. Happy. Neutral. Loving life.

conquering school grounds

2009-07-23T16:11:00.005+08:00

hey rainbow and butterfly lovers. i'm tired. i got homework. i want to rest. so let's make this quick, shall we?

The Journal ;

Today was my first day back at school for the week, since i fell sick last week. A-huh. Had a lot of fun at school, despite that throbbing headache that wouldn't bugger off and leave me alone. Oh no, it loves me too much to do that. Daydreamed in physics, doodled in English, hummed in reading program. Sang in geo. Daydreamed some more during recess. Was supposed to visit Teacher S. who just gave birth to a baby girl (from what i heard) but couldn't. Mum refused to let me near a new born baby cause I just recovered. And while i made my way to the kitchen table to drop my backpack and file, i checked my phone for any messages (force of habit), i soon found that Janice and the rest decided not to go visit, cause apparently visiting hours were a little too late for them.

Will i be selfish if i said i felt a teeny bit happy after reading that?

Oh then i ate some chocolates, continued reading "Reality Check", ate lo mai kai, and here i am. I was blog hopping as usual, looking for any inspiration to write. In case you haven't noticed, i left The Blog part out. Experiencing Writer's Block here. And while browsing through "Blogs of Note", i stumbled on a blog, and read this entry. I am, in fact, a patriotic Bruneian, proud of her identity, but let's face it guys. She's right. Don't believe me? Re-read the post a few more times until your eyes pop out.

The Feelings ;

Writer's block, tired, still has a headache, doesn't wanna go tuition tonight, reluctant to do homework but knows that it has to be done or else i'm fried ikan bilis tomorrow. Mmmm... ikan bilis.

I found this website. Made me love my journal even more. Will so totally write in my journal more often. Wanna see how it looks like? You'll be so, so, so jealous. I crap you not.

Jealous right? Right? Right?

Btw, can someone tell me what a flickr and tumblr or something, what are they? I know Flickr is something to do with pictures and blah. But tell me what's the fun in it? Leave comments here please. Shoutbox is just to say hi. or other unnecassary comments. Nah, i'm joking. I love your messages there. :)

See ya later, mobilators.

Joyce ; demolished.

time for change

2009-07-21T13:02:00.003+08:00

OKIE DOKIE! get ready folks, cause this will be a long one.

I've decided to split my blog entries into three parts. Mainly, the blogging, the journal and the feelings. HAHAHA am i crazy or what? but nyeh, no one has every done it before, and sue me for being original.. and neat and organised :D

but i guess on other days, if i am REALLY tired and just can't be bothered to organise any crap at all, then i shall not. :) and here are the... how do you say.. thingamabobs of the three parts

the blog ; i guess i will usually go and search for blogging ideas on google, since im so so so bored. if you guys wanna make any suggestions, feel free to leave them on the tagboard, or leave a c0mment.
journal will be a BLAH thing. just what i did.
all three parts are optional to do, so if i don't wanna do feelings or the journal, then i shall just do blogging gettit?
hate me for my layout of blogging, love me for thinking of it, whatever. leave comments or suggestions about how i blog or how to improve from a reader's view. :)

So let's start with a different attitude, shall we?

The Blog ;

1 How I Use Facebook

How i use facebook?

I use it to chat with friends, check photos, sometimes treat it like a twitter, maybe, but very rarely, chat with people using the facebook chat, leave comments on other people's walls, do quizzes there, sometimes do survey's when im bored, check everyone's status, refresh all the time to see if anyone commented on my statuses, make new friends, sometimes and very rarely, add random people, ignore weird people's friend requests, read other people's notes, AND.. i guess that's it? :D

The Journal ;

Today i woke up from a throbbing headache and a vomitting feeling at about 5.50, walked to my mum's room and told her i was sick (the feeling was probably since yesterday actually) and she told me i could rest and not go to school. thank god. Woke up at 10, rested for a bit, read some of my school books (seriously, i did) , chatted with nerissa on the phone, who didn't go to school cause poor girl's flight arrived only at 2. *pat* then did some blog hopping, found some cool, random blogs, ate lunch, then came up with this awesome blogging technique! :)

Oh i so need to go exercising now. Swimming, walking, jogging, whatever. I feel so faa--- bloated nowadays. Can you say, whale??

The Feeling ;

throbbing headache, slightly feverish, on the verge of puking (no lie here). I guess i SHOULD probably feel sad? But somehow i don't. and you know what? that feels awesome. So this morning, i woke up and decided i should be reliving my life, without any feelings of sadness, distress, boredom, depression, shyness, and so on and so forth. I'm gonna live my life, the way i wanna do it and.. YEA! come rock with me, rockers! :) I'll prolly look stupid doing it, but i came up with a phrase yesterday. I'll share it with you guys. =)

i hate looking stupid infront of people, especially the opposite sex, but sometimes you gotta be stupid to live life. So i don't care how i look now, cause i'm living mine. :)

And so that's it. I'm gonna go now. Hope you enjoyed the long post. i know i did.

And yea, this could be the start of something new (high school musical much? ) cause guess what? This idea, is LE-GEN-DA-RY.

See ya, pittens and kups.

Joyce ; off to battle bacteria and germs.

UPDATE TIME!!!

2009-07-05T21:20:00.003+08:00

Sooo sorry, dear blog. I have been neglecting you so.

You're sad? Aww. No one cares. Get over it, emo. ;) HAHAH

Bah so what did i do after wednesday? uhh nothing. I went to bandar to pick mum and jared up from the airport. :D then i went to buccaneer on saturday for enid's partaaay. :)

So i don't think i'll be posting any pictures up, just an important one. Really important one. And i won't be updating much this week. To resist falling into the wrath of temptation, i will only on the computer on Thursday night, and saturday night, and sunday night. Ooh, this is gonna be hard ):

Cause, yea, tomorrow... school... i don't wanna go school.. but who does. SIGH. Tonight i'll be sleeping exceptionally early. REALLY REALLY SO SO SO early. 10 max. WOO. I'm kinda excited for school, just not so psyched up about my results.. and my due homeworks. GAH! i'm gonna go dry my hair now, and in the mean time, you can see how i'm gonna look like tomorrow.

Ninja much??

OK, i'll be heading off now. Wish me luck tomorrow guys. See you addicts on the weekends :)

Joyce ; Mute.

Sometimes, a dream is just a dream. Sometimes, a dream is a mission or a goal. Sometimes, a dream is a fantasy. Sometimes, a dream can guide us through life. Sometimes, a dream can strengthen or weaken us. But sometimes, a dream is just a dream.

TRANSFORMERS! AHH!

2009-07-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

Transformers ; Revenge of The Fallen?

Can you say, "FUUUUHHHHREAAAKIN AHHHWWWSUM!!!!!" ??

I watched it yesterday, it was bloody wicked man. WOOHH!

oohh, HOT! *tssss* I know what every guy will see first when they see this photo. haha.

Graphics, storyline, EVERYTHING! Might be even better than the first one actually! And that's pretty hard to achieve, a sequel better than the first.

Something funny happened just now. Something very funny..

HAHAHAHAHA i wasn't joking when i said funny :D

Cases went from 66 - 95 in about a day. Are you scared brunei? We even have one death. Ooooh, i wonder what's gonna happen to the schools. I wonder how were gonna do our mock exams, or o levels, if this goes on. =S

Bah i have nothing else to blog about. Oh went out with Shari- the other day, for sushiii! was good :) fun fun. Ok, i think i MIGHT sleep now, but knowing myself, i prolly wouldn't. So i'm gonna say good night anyways. Goodnight world! :)

Joyce / HAMBAAGHHGAH / OH my big PAU ; eaten.

WEBCAM PEEEEKTURS!

2009-06-30T19:47:00.003+08:00

the title says it all :D (read the convos if you want ;) )

HakeemnesS! webcam buddeh.

Hanan!

Pineapple Head :D:D

BIMBO! <333

I think i pout too much =S...

=D

Joyce ; Mission Aborted.

Happy belated father's day :)

2009-06-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

Hi dad, sorry for being late in posting this but I did make the present for you before father's day.

I love you, Daddy. Can't wait till you come back home.

Daddy's little princess :D

It says "Thanks for giving me everything. For loving me. For being my father. I LOVE YOU." The purple one says "All you need is LOVE... from ME ;) "

I love you dad. Miss you everyday. See you in August or October.

Joyce ; Daddy's Little Girl

Organizing papers!

2009-06-29T22:59:00.003+08:00

Grr. I regret being the lazy bum i was last year. I have a crap load of papers that was waiting to be organised from the middle of last year till now. I'm actually bothering to do it now. I'm so tired, i need a rest. Photo time!

T-T All my assessment files still outdated. @.@

New files to keep my papers =)

Transport in Humans. HAHAHA! I kept on trying my luck telling the teacher that my answers were "acceptable" in comparison to the model answers she gave us. I managed to get it from 30% to 35% to 40%. :)

RETEST! 75% BABEH! OH YEA :D

Bah later dudes and dudettes.

Joyce ; buried in wood pulp. -.-

HOLIDAY EXTENSION!

2009-06-29T14:55:00.002+08:00

Guess what?

I didn't go to school today :)

Thank god for the extension, if not i would've been a dead, squished, dried up frog like the ones you get on the road cause i didn't finish doing my homework.

I can hear the hallelujahs. :D

Slept over steff's house last night. Had a good time yesterday. Visited the family and missed them like KEEERAAYYYYYYYZEE. Watched Night at the Museum 2. It was great, but i still think the first one was better :)

I wanna watch Transformer 2 NOW. NOW!!

Will blog later lah ok. Haha no mood now.

See ya, chocolaaatehs!

Joyce ; whaa-- *tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot*

R.I.P

2009-06-26T12:27:00.002+08:00

R.I.P Michael Jackson, King of Pop.

You left a mark on this world and inspired many many souls, NO one will ever forget you. May your soul rest in peace.

Joyce ; thriller!

once upon a time..

2009-06-24T19:44:00.002+08:00

hello there aliens and cavepeople!

I haven't been bloggin :( haha and i didn't post the pictures. I will soon, just not yet. :D So today I went to Miri with Steff, Aunty Pat and Aunty Irma. Had a loooot of good things... MmMmM.

First we went through immigrations and found out we had to do the forms. So we did it in a rush, then we went to St Joseph's Seminary. Found out a lot about *idk what you call em* nuns. (Y) Then we went to Parkson, and MY GOSH! Popular is sooooo cool now. Bought a book which aunty pat paid for.. thanks! :D then we went all around lah. We went in Salvation and i bought an unfamiliar album. It's by Kari Jobe. I forgot the album name. Will post pictures. HAHA i always say that but they never happen. I wonder why. :D

I got Grey's anatomy and Gossip Girl from Steff. WOOO!!!!! I'm happy. :)

and now, i have nothing to blog about. So let's keep this post short and simple then.

Will keep you Kleenex users updated ;)

Joyce ; evaporated.

Festival Of Praise 2009!!

2009-06-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Well, supermen and wonderwomen, i've got a LOT to blog about, but let's just do that later shall we? FOP was really great, i met awesome people, shed a tear or two, had a blast and can't wait to see all of em during life teen nite in July. AHHHH. Speaking of July, time for PERAYAAN! I didn't go last year, missed out on all the fun. Sigh, oh well. This year i have people to go with :)

OK i'll upload photos later on or something. I only woke up an hour and half ago, so sue me. I have yet to even upload them to my computer anyways.

So I haven't really actually done anything on my list yet, except a thing or two. Well that's what this last week of holiday is about. AH! i just realised this is the last week of holiday! after all that, then the seriousness starts for O levels! Crap the pressure. SIIGH. Bah i just upload em photos about FOP later alright people!?

Joyce ; dissolved in an unsaturated solution

P.S. ADRIAN! You can get to know me from here. hahahaha. if you want lah. and no, indomee, i don't think it's the same as mee goreng, but whatever :P

CLEAN ROOM YEEEHAW!

2009-06-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

i'm so happy. My room is UBER clean. I'm soo happy.. i could forget all about that stupid dream i had last night. :)

So here's how the day started. I woke up at 11. Went online for awhile. Showered, couldn't be bothered to blow dry hair, then went for lunch. No break fast, mind you. Haha. Then off we went to begin the mission.

Things accomplished today : (in order)

I cleaned out my wardrobe. Byebye to those small clothes i never bothered to give away or throw out. Bye to those weird out of fashion long glove sleeve things. :)
I cleaned out books in the wardrobe. OH YEA. Those were a LOT of books to rearrange. And i found a LOT of books i haven't read yet. A LOT. there is no exaggeration here, i swear.
I cleaned out my dresser table, WOW a lot of things a cleared up.
I cleared out my bookshelf, organized my files but my papers are yet to be organized.. =(

WOOOO. here's another list of BOOKS i found that i actually haven't read or haven't finished reading! i know, i love lists, shut up and just read em.

List of books i haven't read : (will be at the side bar soon) (not in ANY order)

P.S. I Love You - Cecelia Ahern
Damaged - Cathy Glass
Do They Hear You When You Cry - Fauziya Kassindja
Jalan Pulang - Nur Hazma (i know i know, i need to brush up on my malay =.= )
Sundae Girl - Cathy Cassidy
The Samurai's Daughter - Sujata Massey
A Young Woman After God's Own Heart - Elizabeth George
The Kitchen God's Wife - Amy Tan
A Girl's Guide to Life - Katie Meier
More to Life than This - Carole Matthews
Uglies - Scott Westerfeld (because i forgot the story line)
Pretties - Scott Westerfeld
Things I want my Daughters to Know - Elizabeth Nole
Breaking Dawn - Stephenie Meyer
Love, Rosie - Cecelia Ahern (to be honest, i got bored of it and stopped)
A Place called Here - Cecelia Ahern
Adam Bede - George Elliot
Little Women - Louisa May Alcott
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
Emma - Jane Austen
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince - J.K. Rowling
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - J. K. Rowling
At First Sight - Nicholas Sparks
The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom

WOW i have a lot to read this holiday, doubt i can do all. :S But yea, it's to make up for the non reading period i had the whole year. RAAAAAAAAAAAAWR i'm bored.

I just found out today that someone who i didn't think was hot, has an UBER UBER UBER (misusing the word here) HOT BODY! Like, i would literally (misUSE!) melt if i was right next to him. *drools*

Oh, i was watching the Big Bang Theory the other day, and i swore to myself that i was gonna remember all those hilarious phrases, but i sadly only remember ONE. :(

Howard : So, according to my calculations, there are two thousand *something something* ladies in a 40km radius!
Leonard : Whaa--?! Pshh, nah, you're joking..
Howard : I'm a horny engineer, Leonard. I never joke when it comes to two things, math and SEX.

HAHAHHAHA. The Big Band Theory, FUNNY, go watch it, NOW. And Sheldon just has the CUTEST smile ever and the CUTEST laugh. I would so love to meet him one day and hear him RAMBLE on about how not to say the "T" in "often".. i know i'm weird, go get a life ;)

So that's it i guess. Enjoyed the supre (yea i purposely typed "supre" instead of "super".. i'm cool like that :D ) long post?? I know I did. Alright, tree lovers and politicians, i'm off now to watch Gossip Girl. I'm way behind the story. So outdated. See ya later, punks.

Joyce ; Mission Accomplished.

"Sometimes, the beauty is in the attempt.."

- Director guy and Julian in One Tree Hill

Kalamci Fried Chicken Wings.. MmMmM~

2009-06-16T14:51:00.009+08:00

STOP! Now let me see ya bootie drop!!

Hello all you warm-blooded mammals. I just came back from Excapade with the gang, and it was FUN. Feels good to go out with them since i haven't for a long time.

So we were betting, well, actually tossing a coin. I told Jona heads, i win, tails, he lose. Apparently he didn't get the joke, cause he said ok. Haha. But after that i agreed that if heads, he has to flirt with Waiz, if tails, i have to flirt with Jona. It was actually if tails, i have to hang out with him for the whole FOP, but i thought it was kinda too much, so yea, i went with his idea. Then dum dum dum, here comes the toss. Right after i tossed it, he was like "WAIT!" and i said "huh?! what?!" and then he said "oh, i'm tails right?". And i was like "-.- yeaa, you're tails" and i opened my palm and saw......

TAILS.

so then i TRIED to do my dare, but you can probably guess that I sucked at it. Sucked BAD. So I went with the "hang out with him all through out FOP" thing. And to make things worse, Janice will be the witness. So there's no way out. :( oh well, Jona is good company :D I really wanted to see Jona flirt with Waiz though. :(

After that, Aunty came and we headed off to Supa Save to get carrots and vegetables. Apparently, carrots are really hard to get cause we found the carrot place EMPTY. Meaning, completely empty, not a single one in sight. A-huh. So we ended up buying apples for juice, Oreo DoubleStuf and BEN AND JERRY'S CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH!!!!! WOOOOO. Sadly, now i owe the petty cash $60 for my highlights and for the ice cream. I'm kinda low on cash which is ironic cause i thought i would be saving this month. Boo.

Then we went to Soon Lee. Yea, i found that foreigners LOVE to stare. Just stare and stare cause it's not rude. HELLO WANKERS. Go look at other people who actually want to look back cause I don't want to AT ALL. Can't a girl go in Soon Lee with low cut long sleeves and a singlet on without being stared at? Seriously, people are so sakai nowadays. Just stare at you the WHOLE time when they pass, until their head turns 180 degrees while i just look straight ahead. GRR. Damn indonesian men. So we bought carrots there, though i thought the carrots looked a bit rotten. Oh well, what do i know? I don't cook carrots. Haha. Bought some vegetables and then went back home.

Ok ok, here's those pics of highlights i promised Meeeeegan. :)

Well, i didn't know, but apparently the flash on the phone camera can REALLY change the colour of your highlights so for reference, Blonde in the pic = brown, and Brown in the pic = Red with a hint of pink (cause the woman put some in). And so to clear things up, i actually included a pic of me NOW at the end, so that you can see the real colours. =]

click to see message :)

So it's time for me to kick off my nike trainers, rest my feet on the computer table, with ben and jerry's in one hand, and a spoon in the other, and begin my Anime Marathon. Oh yea, I so have an awesome life ;)

Adios skeletal systems. Joyce has left the building.

Blog blog bloggery blog.

2009-06-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

"New" blog?

Hmm..

Whoop dee dooo~ *detect the sarcasm?*

Blogging time.

So today we all went on a school trip, Sharilyn, Joanna, Durrah and many many more. Let's see the series of events shall we?

1) Joyce cut the skin of a sagu tree.
2) Saw how ambuyat was made.
3) Witnessed a perv-ish form 4 guy taking pictures nerissa, sharon, me and joanna, probably more girls, i'm not sure.
4) Saw a grown man eat worms (wasn't exactly like an earth worm, was like a juicy, big, fat, maggot looking, huge worm).. three to be exact.
5) Saw Afif eat the worm as well, and saw the insides of the worm. Apparently, i guess worm blood is brown. Kinda looks like gravy.
6) Visited Tasek Merimbun, crossed the looong bridge, Sharon was so scared.
7) Acted like an amah, taking care of old people.
7) Went to Jollibee in Hua Ho Tutong.
8) Oh, i forgot, i had the ulat (maggot worm thing) on my hand which was in half of its caccoon (becoming a beetle), wriggling around. hahahaha.

That's kinda it. Wanna know what happened with that idiot in form 4?

(04:15 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	first we all thought he like sharon cause keep taking picture of her
(04:15 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	then take picture of nerissa and sharon, like in the bus, he just point the camera at them (He was sitting infront of Nerissa and Sharon and suddenly pointed the camera at them. How rude.) then right, after everything at the kilang sagu (Sagu factory)
(04:16 PM) hakeem:	waaaahhhhhh
(04:16 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	we went back to the bus, teacher wasnt there.
(04:16 PM) hakeem:	who is he?!!!
(04:16 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	cause they frying worms HAHA. then right. i asked afif to call him.
(04:16 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	and then i said "why you keep taking pictures of them?" and then he said "ambil gambar lahh" (Take pictures lah) and i was like, wth? but i didnt say that.
(04:17 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	i said "whose permission did you take? did you even ask them if you can take their picture? i really marah ok. (I was really angry actually)
(04:17 PM) hakeem:	is he your schoolmate or somethinggg?
(04:17 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	then he was like mumbling something about tanya tanya.
(04:17 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	and then i said "you really better delete those photos or i'm gonna report you to teacher, you want that? or i'll just delete them myself" then he was like "delete lah." then he gave the camera to me. how rude right?

04:18 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	he's one of the fat kids in form 4, who wears skinny jeans, has a lot of pimples and looks so pervish and disgusting. (yea, i'm sorry but the way he wore those skinny jeans were disgusting cause it made his thighs look huge. Can you say eww?)
(04:18 PM) hakeem:	whoahhhh @__@ now that guy is scaryyy
(04:18 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	i was so mad
(04:19 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	cause he kept on taking and taking, got one like, me alone, then nerissa, then sharon, then some group pics, then some of other girls as well
(04:19 PM) hakeem:	who ah?
(04:19 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	i said 'wait he.. think i don't dare."
(04:19 PM) hakeem:	hmmmmm
(04:19 PM) Joyce. ` LOVES:	idk, i really don't care whats the name lah. (Yea, I really don't, although the girls were really close to reporting him to the teacher)

Ok so I was kinda lazy to type out everything, so i thought, why not take the whole chat log from hakeem's conversation? :) The guy was really weird, and rude, and stupid. Really. Ugh.

That's it, I guess. I had a lot of fun today, so I'm kinda glad I went instead of staying home and sleeping in. I have tomorrow for that :D

See ya, terminators. Will post some pics of my highlights later on. Lovin them. :)

P.S. Sorry you two, you know i love you guys, Shari-